I believe that everyone eventually finds themselves. I mean how can you not find yourself? You are the same person you see in the mirror. People go crazy trying to find the one person that is always where you are at all-times, YOURSELF...
However, I do think that things change, each of us has a individual journey and decision to make in our lifetime. Particularly, doing our extensive journey through manhood. We each have a unique path to take to ensure whatever outcome. Which is ultimately the consequence (good or bad) of the things we choose while on the journey/path.
As I type this post, I find myself searching. Not for myself, for I know who I am. I am a young Black man in America, simply trying to make it. However, I am searching for everything that this one definition involves and requires. I am searching for peace (during moments of hardship and just in my daily life), truth (why are we here and particularly, what is the meaning of life for myself), balance (how to balance logic and reason, love and lust, work and relaxation), and manhood (how to always make the best decision, and when is enough; good enough).
I am searching for the ultimate understanding of all these things, which are at the center of emotion and critical thinking.
However, things change. I honestly feel that things change just as the seasons do. Tomorrow will be the first day of Spring 2017, which signals new weather, new opportunities, and new enterprises. However, for myself it means another day/week/month to continue a journey that has gotten me to were I am now. Which has been decent.
However, things are changing for me. I feel that now is the time to pursue the ultimate pursuit of happiness. I feel that it is time for me to make a change. Awaken out of the deep sub-conscious of hibernation, and put forth all of my dreams that I have previously "slept on."
The distractions, hardships, and draining tasks of life have made me numb and lazy to my pursuit of happiness. My dreams, goals, and visions, have taken a backseat due to the unbalance within my journey over the last months. However, things change. As I am now like a new born, or a sober man suddenly awaken out of a drunken state of mind.
Things are changing, for I know I must better myself. No matter how exhausting or taxing, I must be the king of everything. I must prep and plan for the future, but also continue to win within the present moments. I must do both. Things change, just as the seasons do. And, my new season is RIGHT NOW.
However, I do think that things change, each of us has a individual journey and decision to make in our lifetime. Particularly, doing our extensive journey through manhood. We each have a unique path to take to ensure whatever outcome. Which is ultimately the consequence (good or bad) of the things we choose while on the journey/path.
As I type this post, I find myself searching. Not for myself, for I know who I am. I am a young Black man in America, simply trying to make it. However, I am searching for everything that this one definition involves and requires. I am searching for peace (during moments of hardship and just in my daily life), truth (why are we here and particularly, what is the meaning of life for myself), balance (how to balance logic and reason, love and lust, work and relaxation), and manhood (how to always make the best decision, and when is enough; good enough).
I am searching for the ultimate understanding of all these things, which are at the center of emotion and critical thinking.
However, things change. I honestly feel that things change just as the seasons do. Tomorrow will be the first day of Spring 2017, which signals new weather, new opportunities, and new enterprises. However, for myself it means another day/week/month to continue a journey that has gotten me to were I am now. Which has been decent.
However, things are changing for me. I feel that now is the time to pursue the ultimate pursuit of happiness. I feel that it is time for me to make a change. Awaken out of the deep sub-conscious of hibernation, and put forth all of my dreams that I have previously "slept on."
The distractions, hardships, and draining tasks of life have made me numb and lazy to my pursuit of happiness. My dreams, goals, and visions, have taken a backseat due to the unbalance within my journey over the last months. However, things change. As I am now like a new born, or a sober man suddenly awaken out of a drunken state of mind.
Things are changing, for I know I must better myself. No matter how exhausting or taxing, I must be the king of everything. I must prep and plan for the future, but also continue to win within the present moments. I must do both. Things change, just as the seasons do. And, my new season is RIGHT NOW.
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